In Deep Sh*t!!

I'm seriously in deep shit all becoz of an oversight on my part. Damnz! And I noe my manager's volcano is gona erupt if she noes abt it. And I tink I would rather surrender myself tomorrow and face the music, than to let he find out herself, which is worst. I'm not gona blog exactly wat happened coz my scope of work is pretty confidential actually. All I can say is that I failed to check properly which resulted in losses. The only consolation is that, seems like the whole damn thing is wrong! Keeping my fingers crossed that the China counterparts will resolve it. After all, they shld oso be responsible as they failed to check as well!! And I was so affected by it that I'm sinking into depression again. Haiz...prolly coz I had high expectations of myself, plus...I'm afriad that I'll be condemned by my manager juz becoz of 1 stupid mistake. Haiz...then was toking to Ma-da Kia juz now. He understands how I felt coz he made a similar mistake too. Infact, I tink his is more serious than mine. Hey, imagine sending an orbituary notice out, with the deceased foto but a different person's name to your whole division of ma-das??? OMG!!! Yeaps...he told me it was an oversight on his part too. Somehow, I can't help but started laughing. Anyway, I told him luckily that the name he put was oso a dead person's one. Juz imagine if he put in the name of a kicking and alive person, e.g. his Commander???....Guess I can go visit him in the lock-up! ahahahaha....And yes, the whole world started bombarding him and he had to clarify with them. Of coz not forgetting being kana screwed until jiajia-lat by his Mdm lor! Haiz...it shall be my turn tml. Cotton buds!!! I NEED IT DESPERATELY!!...Mistakes...who dun make...but I tink I'll feel better if I say it out and let her scream, coz I really feel guilty when I see her. Long to tell her the truth, but hab to bear in mind of the consequences. Coz I noe once say it out, a lot of ppl will be implicated. Well, tml I'll discuss with that designer involved and we'll see how to tell her then. Need to get it off my chest!

It's a pretty bad day today besides this bad news. Picked up a call frm a bl**dy b*tch. Well, I guess I can neber be in a customer service line. Generally I can be a very patient person, but if u gib mi sh*t, tats it. Anyway, sometimes I found it really strange when I picked up calls, which are either complaints or feedbacks. I understand that both do help the company to a certain extent. But then, some ppl literally call mi up and gib mi loads of crap that irritates the sh*t outta me! It doesn't help when U are so damn super busy and u hab to listen to such craps! I mean, things like Food...it's something so individual! Some may like it sweet, others may not. So I'll get funny funny calls asking me to 'customised' certain products to THEIR liking!! *faints*...Then when u gib them suggestions, they will say u're trying to argue with them! Kaoz...!! Now I feel that customer's complaint calls are much easier to handle. At least I can solve the situation. After all, they juz need to find someone to vent out their frustrations which I can understand. But I myself for sure DO NOT call up other companies, and so-called feedback to them, and to "customised" the drink to my taste bud!

Haiz...prolly I'm in a pretty bad mood today, so everything dun seemed to go well. A bad day indeed. Keeping my fingers crossed tml. Hoped that her weather is bright and sunny...at least it'll be easier to me to confess my mistakes! Pray....