Disillusioned Soul

Damnz! It's just another sucky week again. Seriously wonder if I ever stepped on any shit unknowingly recently! Oh well, maybe it's just that irritating time of the month again that it's affecting me emotionally. Feel so vulnerable and it definately feels much worst off when you're single and lonely. And that leads me to do something really stupid that makes me even more superly depressed. Anyway, I shall just leave it as that. Maybe I'm a confused soul...maybe I'm just lost...or maybe I just need a pillar of support.

At some point in our lives, we have to make a decision. Be it good or bad, it is something we have to face it. Sometimes, I wonder if I've made the wrong decision by giving up on certain things in life. I know I should never live in the past but to move on in life, in search of greener pastures. But are the pastures really greener out there? I really don't know. Or maybe I have not found the so-called greener pasture out there yet, if it does exist in the first place.

Mmm....why am I feeling so lost??.............